I guess I'm having a shitty flashback but I swear I used to be sooooo much fun lol.
No, really, I used to sing a lot, laugh a lot, go out a lot (more/or later maybe)get drunk a lot, dance a lot, shout a lot, live a lot basically.
Now all I do is sit around...and wait....FOR WHAT?
Lemme know when u find out, 'cause I'm definitely not gonna be the first to know.
I'm never the first to know....XD
Well..........
I guess that's it...I need someone to tell me what the fuck is going on with me...'cause I don't see it...otherwise it's as if I went to bed in a stranger's body every day...and woke up in another stranger's body every day...
Shit
Someone cough out some valium for me so I shut down and shut up...
Seriously, I feel as if my lack of interest was about to burst a hole in my soul (sweet aerosmith), like an aneurism from hell...or something.
Betcha I'm gonna wake up one day and not know how the hell I got here...and not for the good old "beery" reason.
Forgive my french, but FUCK GROWING UP.
never never never land....la la la ....
